Jeremy Ray

Hiding in the Bathroom

Hiding in the bathroom
O Father of my father
Patriarch of my name
On the off chance
You were again right
Save me a seat
Pour your vodka on ice
And my whiskey neat
And let's have us a fight.
A debate too,
A shooting contest,
And we can wrap it all up
With an old-fashioned flyte

But if you were wrong
On this one little thing
If I never get the chance
I'll never feel right
You were bigger than life
Tougher than nails
But goofy and loving
And to undersell,
Enormously bright
So what am I?
Without your faith, your country?
If you were wrong
What do I do with all your might?

…Than a Gardener in a War

They put the sword in the cradle
When i was young
A warrior they’d raise;
A winner, a killer, a brute
“But this is a garden,”
Was never considered.

They put the sword through her chest–
Rather, to it, i guess–
And made her do the falling herself.
Not a warrior, you see
Too weak to live; a coward
Her own failing, not ours.

They put the sword to my throat
When the questions got awkward
A warrior crushes;
He does not question;
He does not waver;
He does not feel.

They put the sword in my hand
When i finally gave up
And bent to the system
I found solace in my skill
But they didn’t like how i used it
By which i mean i didn’t.

I put the sword in the attic
It will not invade my son’s cradle
Nor pierce my daughter’s heart
Because a warrior protects those in his garden
From the brutes with swords 
Both without and within.

Jeremy is an aspiring educator, a conflicted veteran, an escaped Kentuckian, and a feral child, listed in reverse chronology. His work aligns itself against the light and its encroachment upon the dark, whilst still attempting to explore the dark himself. He also takes himself just a bit too seriously and should probably calm down. Someday.