Kaila Fergon

Summer’s Ghost  

Orange and russet and copper float into the world  with soft sighs along with  
the smell of burning woodsmoke and  
a bitter chill in the air,  
creeping in as the sun slips lower.  

Summer’s ghost wails with a mourning  
through the burning leaves,  
and they fall to the ground —  
orange and red and yellow,  
like embers from a fire  
floating softly to the earth. 
 
Autumn rises up and takes the world with both hands  with bitter cold, fiery leaves, long nights.  It puts Summer’s ghost in the ground  
little by little as August ends,  
as the sun slips lower,  
as the days grow colder,  
September sings Summer to its grave. 
 
But it is such a stunning death —  
the world soaked in gold and flame,  
everything sharp and crisp and clear,  
cinnamon on your lips,  
cold air on your face,  
and something burning on the wind. 
 
It is the beginning of another world entirely,  that September brings and December 
buries,  a lovely death and a lovely beginning. 
 
It is late October and  
I can hear Summer’s ghost calling from the grave.  It is not wailing, I realize after all this time,  
it’s singing — humming some haunting love song  for colors it will never touch  
and can only give way to. 

Kaila Fergon was born and raised in Palm Springs, CA. She now lives in Carlsbad with her big chocolate lab, Loki, and a whole bunch of house plants. When she’s not working as a barista, she can be found at some other coffee shop reading a book with her dog at her feet, or dragging her paddle board down to the lagoon. Kaila is studying English and linguistics at Cal State San Marcos. After graduating with her English degree, she hopes to find a job within the writing/editing field and spend as much time as possible traveling and reading good books.