Noel Blackwell

Take one, Leave one Part 1

a hand
a foot
take one, leave one
i do not own myself,
You do.

hair
and nails
bound not by fading collagen, 
but by the whim of Your decision
take one, leave one.

a spine 
a rib
You can tear them out if You’d like. 
o need to stand up tall

take this face,
lips and all
I ask is that You leave
My eyes.

So when I cut off my breasts, 
you can have the pleasure 
of seeing mine peer back into you
take one, leave Me

Take one, Leave one Part 2

So when I cut off 
my breasts,
the pleasure is all mine.

I am the weight
of the remnants left
by the things you took,

forgotten assemblance 
of the feminine 
what you deemed feminine.

Even my bones
have to echo
perfect pearly whites,
just like my tits,
soft, pink and supple.

How can I move on
without these pieces?

How, I can move on
without these pieces.
Noel Blackwell (they/he) is a poet attending CSUSB and has been published twice in the student-led, Pacific Review Literary journal. The first one in their immediate family to further their education at this collegiate level, Noel writes from a working class, trans/non-binary perspective. With a passion for education and creativity, he aspires to reach a wide-range audience of youth and inspire them to be their authentic selves.