Kaila Fergon

Summer’s Ghost  

Orange and russet and copper float into the world  with soft sighs along with  
the smell of burning woodsmoke and  
a bitter chill in the air,  
creeping in as the sun slips lower.  

Summer’s ghost wails with a mourning  
through the burning leaves,  
and they fall to the ground —  
orange and red and yellow,  
like embers from a fire  
floating softly to the earth. 
 
Autumn rises up and takes the world with both hands  with bitter cold, fiery leaves, long nights.  It puts Summer’s ghost in the ground  
little by little as August ends,  
as the sun slips lower,  
as the days grow colder,  
September sings Summer to its grave. 
 
But it is such a stunning death —  
the world soaked in gold and flame,  
everything sharp and crisp and clear,  
cinnamon on your lips,  
cold air on your face,  
and something burning on the wind. 
 
It is the beginning of another world entirely,  that September brings and December 
buries,  a lovely death and a lovely beginning. 
 
It is late October and  
I can hear Summer’s ghost calling from the grave.  It is not wailing, I realize after all this time,  
it’s singing — humming some haunting love song  for colors it will never touch  
and can only give way to. 

Kaila Fergon was born and raised in Palm Springs, CA. She now lives in Carlsbad with her big chocolate lab, Loki, and a whole bunch of house plants. When she’s not working as a barista, she can be found at some other coffee shop reading a book with her dog at her feet, or dragging her paddle board down to the lagoon. Kaila is studying English and linguistics at Cal State San Marcos. After graduating with her English degree, she hopes to find a job within the writing/editing field and spend as much time as possible traveling and reading good books.

Julieta Enriquez

Unpredicted

When things are not stable

We get scare of failing

Of not knowing the solution to our problems

Most things we are afraid to try

For we don’t know the outcome
 
Most often we are scare of change

For it could be best for us

Or it could hurt us 

The big impact in our lives
 
Is to accept those challenges

No matter how scare we are

We must face them 

To defeat our nightmare

We must run head on

To those changes that are pending

In our lives we must face reality

No matter how scary it gets

There will be a far bright future

In which we no longer would feel scare

That it will be in the past

As part of our growing experience

Fall Romance

We met under a tree

You were running not minding your way

I was looking down at my phone 

To the most recent news of the season

We bump and fall

Down to the crunchy leaves

That had fallen from the tree

We apologize for our mistake

In the same moment we look at each other

Our eyes never leaving each other’s gaze 

We smile a quite simple gesture

I stumble on my words 

Loosing meaning to what I want to say

Feeling silly for acting this way

You help stand up

Holding on to my hand

You offer to walk me 

To my car safely we arrive

We chat for what seems forever

Never wanting to leave each other

At last we make arrangements

To meet back to that tree

Where the leaves have change 

To the many different color 

In which Fall brings when it comes

The wind in which help the leaves

To fall down upon us 

Where we fell in love 

White Winter Love

We met through the white cold canvas

Walking down the slippery pavement 

Grabbing onto a white covered tree branch 

Snow falling on top of me

You being ever so gentle 

Helped me up

We met a couple of snowy days 

Drinking hot coco

By the frozen lake

Talking about what a wonderful winter this is 

Cold winter mornings

Became white afternoons 

Time spent with you 

Made me lose track

Just being here with you 

On this cold winter snow

Forever could last for an eternity

Together We Are One

When things get tough 

I know I am not alone 

There are others

Who I can count on

My community comes together
 
In times of need

We as one form an alliance 

Where we gather supplies 

For others to survive

We never leave others by themselves 

In times of need

We ask if help is needed

We give hand when we know we are needed 

We come together as one

In time of need

Holiday Cheers

These days are coming

When we come as one to celebrate joy 

Not a single person is left out

On this joyous holiday

For everyone gets to be a part

Of this fun time to share with others 

For it is a celebration of peace, and joy

Good things are best when share with others 

To feel a part of oneness with others

A time to be part of one big family 

That is what defines community

Julieta Enriquez is a current student at Cal State San Marcos majoring in Literature and Writing. When she was in high school she grew an interest in creative writing because she found it to be helpful in her teenage years it was in high school that she was going through an emotional stage in her life, and writing poetry gave her relief during those difficult times. She was born in Dolores Hidalgo Guanajuato Mexico, she is the youngest of twelve siblings in her family, and she plans to get her masters to teach while she continues writing creative works.

Kaila Fergon

Salem 

The torches weave in and out of my vision. If I squint hard enough I can almost pretend they’re  stars, angry red ones. The flames cast the angry, worn faces in an orange glow, their hatred and  disgust igniting further in the amber light. It is difficult to see myself as the monster that they  have named me when I am looking into a sea of bared teeth and twisted expressions. It is  difficult to remember why I tried to save them in the first place.  

More torches come into the large clearing, floating towards me, floating like maybe they’ll carry  me away. But I am no fool. I will not float. I will burn.  

—  

My mother knew the earth as an old friend. I swear it could speak to her and tell her all that she  needed to know. She had remedies for everything. She knew how to draw every drop of potential  out of the plants living in the thick forests of our home. She held knowledge of a different time.  For a long time the people of my village admired her for that, counted on her for that, but very  soon they began to fear her for it.  

It is very difficult to fight what you cannot understand. So this medicine, this seemingly  unearthly form of healing, was an unknown that began to cast very long shadows in the eyes of  people who could not understand it. Witchcraft, they called it, evil, black magic, defiance of a  righteous God. My mother heard the names, saw the scowls and frightened eyes. Yet she  continued her good work, right up to the night they came for her.  

Torches burned like tiny suns outside our home. She did not make a sound as they dragged her  away. Not even as the flames licked at her ankles. Witch, they cried as they bound her wrists.  Devil, curse-bringer. She let them hurl their insults and spit their venom. She never cried out,  never fought back as the flames swallowed her. 

Yet 20 years later I can still hear my own screams piercing that dark night.

—  

My own people, neighbors, friends, turned me into an orphan before I really understood what  that word meant. I swore I would never forgive them for it, but I was young and the promises we  make as children are not often kept. As I grew older, I saw sickness and suffering and began to  carry on my mother’s work. I let the earth speak to me and tell me how to use it for good, to be a 

force of healing in a time of plague and famine and death. I did it far more quietly though. I’ll  admit, I am not as brave as the woman I came from. Yet, still I knew the cost, and soon enough  came the night when I was to pay it.  

The torches lit up the shadows outside my home just as they did all those years ago. I shut my  eyes tight, and tried and resign myself to my fate as my strong and good and kind mother did  once. Yet I do not find the peace I saw on her face that night. Instead I find nothing but blinding  rage. Complete, unadulterated fury for these people who are so quick to destroy what they cannot  understand. Enraged that I allowed my hands only to heal and save, and yet still I will burn for it.  

Furious, maddened beyond any hope of relief that these people who call me witch do not even  know they are right.  

—  

The torches weave in and out of my vision as a crowd gathers at my feet. Children I have given  medicine to, women who I have aided, men who I have bandaged and remedied, they all gather  to watch me burn.  

The madness of it all, it is suddenly so overwhelming that I am laughing. Laughing with my head  thrown back against the night, laughing a horrible, rumbling laugh like storm clouds gathering in  the distance. I laugh and howl and bare my teeth, and when I open my eyes I see that this angry,  fire-bearing mob is afraid. One man finally shuffles forward with his torch and ignites the straw  at my feet, and still I laugh.  

Soon my laughter turns to screams, though I do not feel the flames touch me. I scream for my  mother who could have walked from this inferno untouched and destroyed each and every person  who would destroy her. Screaming with a horrible kind of agony that splits and folds and doubles  in on itself for all the times I did not allow myself to get angry before.  

I imagine what I must look like to them now. My black hair now scarlet and twisting, ignited and  alive. My eyes full of firelight and fury. The ropes at my wrists fall away and I walk from the fire  unburnt.  

Witch, evil one, curse bringer, death. My mother died without acknowledging their suspicions.  But I am not her, I am not half so good. 

Tonight I will breathe life into their names and they will see for the first time what they have  given rise to.  

After all these years I keep my promise — I am without mercy, I do not forgive them for any of  it. I raise my hands and I burn the world to the ground.  

—   Twenty years later I can still hear the screams. I throw my head back and laugh.

Author Bio: Kaila Fergson was born and raised in Palm Springs, CA. She now lives in Carlsbad with her big chocolate lab, Loki, and a whole bunch of house plants. When she’s not working as a barista, she can be found at some other coffee shop reading a book with her dog at her feet, or dragging her paddle board down to the lagoon. Kaila is studying English and linguistics at Cal State San Marcos. After graduating with her English degree, she hopes to find a job within the writing/editing field and spend as much time as possible traveling and reading good books.

Lyzette Delgadillo

The Knocks

She stood there dressed from head to two in black facing a coffin. Grief stricken in a room of tears that followed behind her. She lifted her hand to her mouth and placed it against the coffin, before she dragged her heels against the aisle that she once marched up adorned in white. When she got in her car, she pulled a mirror out of her purse that was gifted to her by her late husband. She whipped her tears away and adorned the small piece of glass with a cynical smile before she sped off home. 

Her home was southern utopia. Three stories with more bedrooms then she could fill. Not a picture on the wall, just a grand entry staircase that took anyone’s breath away. She marched up the stairs like she was 25 again. Knock Knock Knock. She entered her bedroom and went straight to her white marbled bathroom with sinks lined in expensive perfumes and luxurious towels. She chucked off her kitten heels that were just as expensive as her Dior purse that followed with them. Knock Knock Knock. She removed her lack attire and changed into silky white pajamas. With a smile on her face, she tucked herself into her California king bed and drifted off to sleep. 

Knock Knock Knock

The sounds of the knocks jostled her up from her slumber. Knock Knock Knock. She heard them again. The sounds seemed to have come from the front door. Stepping out of bed, annoyed by potential visitors, she went down the staircase to the front door. With one swift motion, she opened the door to nothing. Not a soul in sight had come to greet her. Confused and still partially asleep, she closed and locked the door, climbing back to her suite. Closing her eyes and once again falling into a deep sleep. 

Knock Knock Knock

She was woken again. Annoyed again, she decided to wait for a second set of knocks. Knock Knock Knock. There they were, as if God himself had read her mind and granted her a sense of sanity. She retreated down the stairs and came to the door again. She opened the door and again there was no one there. Maybe it’s just some kids poking fun, she thought to herself. With a sigh she climbed the stairs again. 

For three months the knocks came and went with no answers as to whom the knocks could have come from. Every night the woman would hear the knocks and she would go downstairs to an empty front entry. But one night she decided she would stay up the entire night. She wouldn’t have a wink of sleep. This idea came from a thought that maybe they knocks were just her imagination. So she stayed up and listened to the silence of an empty home. No sounds were made besides her breathing. Even the rustling of the trees outside decided to be quiet. Hours passed. She began to doze off, but just as her eyes shut, Knock Knock Knock!

            The knocks came. She would not leave her place in her bed. She waited. Knock Knock Knock! The knocks grew closer. Knock Knock Knock! They were at the top of the stairs. KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!! They banged on her bedroom door. She waited and waited but there were no more knocks. After months of searching for the creator of this annoyance she had had enough. She leeped out of bed and ripped the door open. Her heart stopped beating for the slightest second when what appeared in front of her was the man she had buried 3 months ago. 

“Hello Elaine,” the figure spoke through smiling teeth.

“Steve! What is going on? You died? How are you here?” she questioned with fear in her eyes. 

“You did bury me sweetheart, and I came to return the favor.”

She stepped back in response until she ran into her suede chair. 

The man stepped closer, “You poisoned me.”

“NO! I would never. I love you, why would I do that?!” She spoke in a pleading tone.

“You did Elaine. You poisoned me. You’re going to get what you deserve.”

“You can’t do this to me Steve! People will notice I’m gone.”

“Sweetheart, it’s going to be okay. Please, I don’t want you to be upset.”

“What are you…”

Steve turns around to reveal two glasses of champagne filled with raspberries, her favorite. 

Taken aback, Elaine responds, “What is this?”

“I just wanted to do something special for you,” he responds while handing her a flute. 

She takes it from his hand and inspects it for any sort of contamination. She sees nothing. 

“A toast to the most beautiful woman in the room. For the woman you are and always will be. I love you Elaine from the bottom of my heart to the stars above.” He lifted his glass to hers before he drinks. Elaine, still quizzical as to what might be in her glass pauses before lifting the glass to her lips. Two seconds later she feels faint and nauseous. She falls to the floor and stares at her late husband, gasping for enough air to scream help.

Steve bends down and plants a kiss on his betraying wife’s head before saying, “Happy anniversary my love.”

Author Bio: Lyzette Delgadillo is currently studying as a senior at California State University San Marcos. She is majoring in Literature and Writing and plans to get her teaching credentials so that she can teach high school literature. In addition to this, she has always had a passion for writing, and she would love to publish a novel one day. Her main styles and genres of writing include poetry, suspense, romance, and drama. Writing to her is an art form that displays raw emotion and words that are as unique as the author themselves.

Isabelle Abril

Bloody Mary on the Rocks

Fragments of ripped black tights clung onto her fumbling legs. Down the hallway she swayed side to side, with her legs criss crossing every step of the way. It was fair to say that Annya had drank a fair bit too much more than she could handle. Although it was not a long journey to the bathroom from the kitchen she sat alone in, she was desperate to make it to the toilet in time. She didn’t want her dignity to sink any lower than it already was. The remnants of a bloody mary awaited at the bottom of a glass for when she came back. Yet, it would be a wise decision if Annya chose to dump the rest of the drink down the sink and tuck herself into bed for the night once she was done.  

She grabbed onto her skirt and the tights underneath them, pulling them down as she sat on the cool porcelain. More tears appeared where her fingers had just been from her hastiness. When she was finished she plopped herself on the ground, lifted up the toilet seat, and vomited out a violent array of red. Her esophagus constricted in resistance from the mixture of burning alcohol and stomach acid, but she could not help herself. 

In between retches she groaned in regret, “Ugh… bloody mary”. 

Having nothing left to rid herself of, she steadied herself enough to make it to the sink. A perfume bottle was knocked to the ground as she moved to turn on the water. Annya scooped up the water into her mouth and gargled, relieving the back of her throat from the painful aftermath of her endeavors. 

As she spat out the water, she spat out the name of her drink once more in disgust, “Fucking bloody mary”. 

Her eyes met herself in the mirror and she lifted a hand towel to pat the corners of her mouth dry. The very little left of her lipstick had smudged onto the coarse fabric. A hiccup escaped her mouth and a self-pitied laugh followed soon after. 

Annya thought aloud, “Who the hell even drinks bloody marys anymore?”

And with that, the room grew cold. Unbelievably cold. An unnervingly pale figure emerged in the mirror before Annya. Long dark hair swooped over the figure’s shoulders. Annya’s mouth dropped in awe and she could not help the shiver that shook her spine. She looked behind her, but there was nothing except for a towel hanging on a rack. Her droopy eyes turned back towards the glass, and she cautiously brought her hand forward. 

Smooth, cold tile met her fingertips. The figure in the mirror, the woman, was silent. She did not have to introduce herself for Annya to know who she was. 

Maybe it was liquid courage, but Bloody Mary did not look so scary to Annya. The look in her eyes betrayed her mysterious demeanour. There was no anger. No rage. Only a deep sense of pity. The darkness of her sunken hollow eyes intrigued Annya. She wanted to test the legend.

Her voice a quiver, Annya asked, “Who will I marry?” 

The woman did not answer at first. She slowly shook her head from side to side as a sad smile appeared on her lips, “There is no future I can tell that will comfort you”. 

The edges of her being began to fade away, and within moments her entire apparatus was gone. Annya sunk to the hard tile, and she folded in on herself, knees pushed up against her chest. She tried to cry, but she could not. Instead, dry heaves crowded the tiny bathroom and reverberated off the walls. Her face turned an ugly red as she gasped for breath. 

Nothing but bad news had ever come her way as of lately. Earlier she drank to forget the end of yet another relationship. Her third serious boyfriend, who like the other two, could not remain committed to only her. It was all so stupid, and now she might as well delete her half finished dating profile. Why even bother, if she was going to die before marriage anyways? 

Reaching her limit of self pity, Annya got up from the floor and staggered back to the kitchen. Her eyes squinted and her forehead scrunched at the sight remains of her drink. In anger, she threw the rest of the bloody mary down the sink and turned on the garbage disposal for further satisfaction, wishing that she could grind up the real Bloody Mary into bits and pieces. 

Determined to drink into delusion, as if she didn’t feel delusional enough from the entire ordeal, she decided on another drink. Annya mixed orange juice and vodka before continuing to drink herself into an ignorant bliss.

Author Bio: Isabella “Isa” Abril is an undergraduate student at Cal State San Marcos.  She enjoys writing poetry and short stories. Although she does not entirely believe in the supernatural, she would like any and all spirits who happen to stumble across her to respectfully leave her alone. Unless they can do something really cool. 

Allysa Castillo

Pinehouse

Lucy Hamilton dog eared the page of her favorite book as she sipped her cup of hot chocolate with extra cream and a dash of cinnamon. She sat at her usual spot of the cafe, nestled in the corner by the book case. Pinehouse was a vintage clothing company from the 1940’s renovated into a small coffee shop in upper Manhattan. The wood floors and old lamps were reminiscent of the cafe’s past life. They were never fully lit, adding a warm and inviting atmosphere to the space.

            It was a Tuesday afternoon on a cool autumn morning in early October. The weather started to change, but it wasn’t quite cold enough to bring out the parkas and long boots. Lucy was dressed in a plaid dress and a white pull over sweater paired with Maroon Mary Jane’s.

            She glanced at her watch that was rimmed in gold and had a leather strap, a true beauty from her mother. The aesthetic of the watch matched the mood of the cafe. 

            1: 53 pm.

            One may not have guessed that Lucy was dressed for her first date with a boy from her Advanced Chemistry 450 class. She dressed simply and not to impress.

            At 1:56 pm she FaceTimed one of her closest friends, Maria. “Hey, what’s up?” Maria remarked in her high usual cheerful tone as she was stretching her legs in what looked like an incredibly awkward position.

            “Are you doing yoga?” Lucy asked in disbelief and held her laughter.

            “It’s my New Year’s goal,” Maria answered, shifting into a downward dog position. “Anyway, enough about me. How’s your date going?”

            Lucy didn’t say anything for a long pause.

            “Ooo that bad, do you need me to save you?” Maria asked, misinterpreting her friend’s silence.

            “I almost wish it was.”

            “Wait, what? Am I missing something?” 

            “He never showed up, M. Or should I say I got stood up.” Lucy looked down at the page she was reading.

            “Ughh, what a total jerk! What’s his name? I’ll have Steve beat him up for you.” Steve was her boyfriend of three years and also the linebacker for their college football team.

            “Thanks, but it’s my fault really. I asked this guy out from one of my classes, thinking he was interested. Obviously, he was just being nice because he knows I have an A in that class.”

            “Well, I still think you should have Steve give him a punch. Maybe just one blow, you know nothing too serious. Just enough for him to remember who’s friend he stood up.”

            Lucy half smiled, thinking that Maria was one of the most loyal and supportive friends she ever had. “Thanks, Maria. It’s okay. I have a lot of studying to do anyway,” she said softly, trying to hide her disappointment. “I think I’ll pay for my drink and head out.”

            “I don’t envy you pre med majors. Have fun in the library. Hey, if you need a study break, you know where to find me.”

            “See ya, M.”

            “Byeeee,” she said as Lucy hung up.

            She sighed and waved at the waiter for the receipt. Looking out the window, her mind drifted to Luke. It was a year since her and Luke went their separate ways. Some may have called it a break up or bad timing. Lucy didn’t see it as any of that. As part of Luke’s treatment for his drug addiction in rehab, his doctors believed it was best to remove any other distractions that might add more stress on his plate. Unfortunately, his parents believed that included Lucy.

            We’re sorry, Lucy. You know, we love you, but Luke needs to focus on getting better, healthier. Besides, you need to focus on applying for med school.

            Of course she understood. It would be selfish of her to stay, knowing that her presence and the existence of their relationship only made it harder for Luke to heal. She was a reminder of everything he lost and, in many ways, he resented her despite the love he had for her. They were both ambitious pre medical students on track to attend medical school together in New York’s finest colleges whether it was Columbia or NYU. They were the “golden couple” until Luke found something else to study other than hospital terms and the human body. Three months later, Lucy found him on the floor of their apartment from an overdose. There was officially nothing golden about them.

            She still kept tabs on him and he would call on occasion. Their conversations were limited to the weather, breakfast, and nothing remotely interesting. Lucy wondered if the antidepressants were changing him slowly, making him into a lifeless piece of skin and bones.

            “Your bill Miss,” the waiter handed her the receipt, interrupting her thoughts about the past.

            “Thank you.” She grabbed her belongings and headed for the door. Just as she was about exit, the door flung open and the bells above the door made a loud clamor. She would have run into the gentleman if she didn’t notice him running toward the door a few seconds before he opened it.

            “Lucy Hamilton,” he said confidently.

            “Um, yes.”

            “Is that a question?” He asked with a slight smirk on his face.

            “Well, of course, I mean yes. Yes, I’m Lucy. And you are?” She said, irritation on the edge of her voice. 

            “The guy who has a very great explanation of why he’s late to your date if you would let him buy you a cup of coffee.”

            Lucy was still trying to understand why she was still standing at the entrance of the doorway and not walking to the library.

            “So you’re the guy that stood me up.”

            He blushed. “You see, I have a good explanation for that. I was really, really nervous for the date and when I’m nervous I start clean panicking around my place.”

            Lucy raised her eyebrow, wondering how this guy was in Advanced Chemistry 450.

            “Well, then, maybe you should continue panic cleaning around your place,” Lucy responded and shoved past him.

            “Hey I have details on the next pop quiz.”

            She hesitated. “Mr. Miller doesn’t give pop quizzes.”

            “That’s what all the people who fail his pop quizzes say. I mean, hey if you’re sure then I won’t stop you,” he said, raising his hands up.

            She stated in her spot and hated how much he was enjoying this. “Fine, one hour. And, I’m also not a coffee drinker.”

            “Name’s Daniel, by the way,” he officially introduced himself and Lucy noticed for the first time his eyes. They reminded her of autumn, green mixed with brown and golden. “Shall we begin our study date?”

            Lucy smiled, unsure what she was feeling. She couldn’t help but compare the way she felt to her first date with Luke. With Luke, she was wildly attracted to his intelligence, sophistication, and maturity. Daniel brought a different energy that made her comfortable, at ease. 

            “I’ll have tea,” she said and walked back inside. 

            The two found a booth by the window and, outside, the leaves were beginning to change as they fell for the next season. Golden replaced the green, giving way for something bright and new.

Author Bio: Allysa Castillo is a junior at CSUSM with a major in PSCI and a minor in LTWR. Some interesting facts about her are that she has a lifestyle and wellness blog and was a gymnast for 7 years. In her free time, she loves to write, design, photograph, and anything that’s creative. Her career goals include law school after her undergraduate and eventually pursuing international law.

Savannah Dial

Death’s Daughter

            She runs as fast as she can, shadows biting at her heels like hounds, growling and snarling. A shadow strikes out with claws, causing her to jump right, tilting on the narrow stone. Thousands of stone paths lay before her as she maneuvers across them, jumping up and over, frantically searching for any resemblance of color in this long white hallway. 

            “Valencia,” the shadows whisper. 

She stumbles, her yellow rain boots sliding across the path, falling right off the edge. Valencia screams between her teeth as she barely catches the edge of the pathway, her fingers digging into stone, breaking nails. Her boots skimming a world as black and slippery as oil, tendrils of it running up her boot, and wrapping around her ankle. Valencia buries her hands in the stone clawing for a stronger grip, a way out. 

            Teeth made of shadows dig into each of her red coat sleeves, pulling her from the edge. The world beneath her holding tight to her boot, but the shadows refuse to release. With a sharp pull she is back on the pathway, short one yellow boot. 

            The shadow hounds still hold her sleeves, dragging her back towards the world she came from. With a cry she grabs both of the shadows in her hands, they immediately disappear to their master with a yowl.

            Pulling herself from the ground, she continues to run down the white hallway, keeping to the thin pathways. Ignoring the portals to worlds as dark as the one she came from, looking for something that might nurture the ember in her heart- hope. 

            “Little one, it’s time to stop playing,” the darkness calls behind her. 

            Valencia only runs harder, leaping over portals. One world with snow that falls black, she nearly collides into another at her side, this one lit with stars that shine as bright as teeth. The little ember dying in her chest with each dark world she passes. 

            “Valencia,” the dark echoes again, she swears she can hear the whisper of his robes on the pathway.

            Throwing her head back for a glance, she screams, “Leave me alone!”

            “Oh, daughter.”

            Words lodge in her throat, not even sure what to scream back at him. Father holding too much in one word. Father; abuser; caretaker; master; devourer. 

            She feels the whisper of his fingers down her neck, a tease, a promise. Valencia hurtles forward, leaping for any world not colored black. Glancing down she sees a small shred of a world shaded in gray and white. Without another thought she launches herself from the pathway, fingers ghosting across her coat. 

            Then she’s falling, arms reaching for a sky she cannot hold. Her head is thrown back to see the portals of worlds around her, the ones twisted in shades of monsters and daemons. She only has a moment’s thought to wonder why this world is among them, before she’s ripping into the gray and white world, its portal shredding like paper. 

            Like a fallen star Valencia streaks across a white sky, catching a glimpse of the place she was, a hooded figure waiting on the other side. Tumbling to the ground, Valencia does not think twice before leaping into action. Running from the portal, running from him

She flies past crumbling gray buildings, cracking white walkways, past the shaded parts of this world. All without noticing her new shadow creeping around the corners, slithering after her. Valencia does not realize she is a streak of color across a sky in a world devoid of it. 

            Glancing left she looks into a shattered window to see she does not belong here. Not with her midnight hair, her bright blue pants and a single yellow rain boot next to a green sock. Not in this world where every building, every object is shaded, void less of color. 

Her eyes move to the silhouette of a man, cast in shadows, watching her with hungry eyes. Valencia turns to run, but it ends in a cry, as a hand wraps in her hair, another latching on to her wrist, yanking her back.

            “Hello poppet,” the chest rumbles behind her. The hand in her hair tilting her head back, exposing a pale throat. The man behind her running his nose across the side of her neck. “If I took a bite would my mouth explode with taste? Would I see the bright vividness of your blood? Would I quench this hunger deep inside me? Tell me poppet, are you the answer to everything?” He sings, dragging a tongue across her neck, nipping at a piece of her ear. 

            Snarling, Valencia throws her head back, smashing into the face behind her, the sound of crunching bones in her ear. The hand in her hair is released, and she turns to run, only to be pulled back by the hand on her wrist. 

            Disgust riddles her features as she sees the man before her. Molten gray skin dripping down his face, a toothless mouth gaping, and milk white eyes staring down at her. 

            The man gives her a wide grin, “Will I taste fear on your skin, poppet?”

            Valencia laughs, “No, but I’ll taste it on yours.” 

With her free hand, Valencia thrusts her hand through his molten skin, breaking bone and swimming through gore. Clutching his heart in her hand, she extracts his still beating heart from his chest. It pulses in her palm, and Valencia bites into it like a ripe peach. 

            Lost in the feel of the skin between her teeth, the blood gushing down her throat, she did not notice him before it was too late. 

            “Valencia.” 

            She whips around, hair dripped in gore spinning with her, spraying blood on to his black robes. “No,” she breathes, dropping the heart from her hand, taking a step back. 

            “Oh, little one. What have you done?” 

            Valencia takes another step back, frantically searching for anything. Tearing at her own chest as if to take away the fear wrapped around her. Take the fear the man in black robes ignites in her. 

            “Did you really think you could run from me, daughter? Look at the mess you have created without me,” a bone white hand gesturing towards the collapsed body. “Did you really think you could run away from yourself? It’s time to grow up, to accept what you are.”

            Like any other child when being scolded, Valencia drops her head, and wraps her hands behind her back, drawing shapes in the blood with the tip of her toe. “I thought I could be better,” she whispers. 

            “Then me?” His robes bellow with him, as he gestures towards himself. 

            With eyes still downcast, Valencia nods. 

            “Take this as a lesson, daughter. You will never be better than me,” he nearly snarls. “There will never be a better for us.”

            “Then what is there for us?” She cries, throwing her head up, tears dripping down her blood-stained cheeks, red drops falling off her chin. 

            “We will be Gods. You will be extraordinary.” 

            The ember in her chest rumbles, just a bit. “Extraordinary?” 

            “My daughter, you will sit on a throne of bones. You are already a world walker. You will devour these worlds.”

            Valencia glances down again, lip between her teeth. “I don’t want to be a devourer,” she mutters, more bloody tears dripping down. 

            “Look at the death you created. Did you not enjoy the taste of his blood? His fear? Deny me, daughter, deny me.”

            Valencia could not, so she kept her head down, drawing more shapes in the drying blood. 

            “You will never be the creature you desire to be, accept the monster you are.”

            Silence echoes between them. Except for the sound of Valencia’s yellow rain boat scraping blood from the cobblestone, and the body’s dying breath. 

            In one fluid movement, he has her petite chin gripped in his bone white hand, forcing her to look into the face beneath the hood. “You will be my predecessor. You will be legendary, daughter.” Her father releases her face and takes a step back, black robes billowing in a non-existent wind. He lays out his hand towards her, “It is time to go home, little one.”

            Father rings in her head again and all the words associated with it, monster, patriarch, death. And in the end, like every other child, Father is just another word for God.

            She glances to the body, licks the blood from her lips, and takes Death’s hand. He flashes her his teeth, an attempt at a smile and pats her little hand in his. Together they walk from this gray and white world, Death’s robes whispering softly on the cobblestone, until Death and his daughter simply disappear.

Author Bio: Savannah Dial is a third year Literature and Writing student at California State University of San Marcos. She has been writing stories since the age of thirteen, and seven years later she has no plans to stop. She’s written millions of words by now, and will write a million’s more. As one of her tattoos says, a representation of who she is, “Daughter of the Words.” Savannah spends most of her time doing homework, reading, writing, and paying attention to her needy cat Squirrel.

Cody Hopper

Stray

I’ve come to my senses just this once to tell how I was justified, how none of this was my fault. I don’t want this to make less of me, I don’t want this to become the twisted memory of my life. I realize that redemption is as far as heaven, but I have to try. Maybe one confession could elaborate my innocence and save me. I’ll keep my fingers crossed.

            I live in a house with two roommates, I do not wish to besmirch their names so we’ll call them; Siegfried and Roy. Siegfried is my oldest friend, and I hated Roy. I think it was because he looked so much like my sister’s parole officer, but I digress. Siegfried had met Roy in a psychology 101 class. They chummed it up quick, next I knew we ditched the dorms and moved in. The house’s backyard was a fenced off, tree shaded, oasis of boulders and grass, where the stray cats of our neighborhood would visit often. They were mostly harmless as long as you didn’t go near the kittens. In that state of nature mother is always watching. After some time we felt bad for the cats, who had become skinner day by day. We put water out for them, and gave them tuna. We considered adopting some, but after a logical discussion of cost we agreed we were better off just keeping them fed and in the outdoors. Then the pandemic happened.

            Within a month all three of us had lost our jobs and money was getting tight. Not to mention being held up in this house together was becoming toxic. We shrank skinner day by day. All the canned “apocalypse food” lasted about a quarter as long as television would have you believe. Soon we were broke and starved. I began spending my time with the cats, waiting for change. The feral strangers I dared not touch before had become friendly with me, the mother even allowing her kittens to sit in my lap. Over time however, I noticed the cats began to vanish.

            I was closing the house up for the night, heading for bed when I passed Siegfried’s room. I heard snarls and strange noises within. I carefully touched the handle and gave it a silent shake to determine whether it was locked; it wasn’t. I eased the door open a crack, the moment the threshold broke a tremendously awful smell wafted over, nearly gagging me in its passing. I collected myself and peered inside to find Siegfried sitting on the ground, surrounded by the vacant hides of cats. Their blood spattered about the room in every direction. A Pollock visionary. I stepped in standing on my toes and creeped behind his shoulder; he was face first into the stomach of one of the cats, gnawing at every piece. The cat’s intestines dripped out of his mouth, he slurped it up just like a ramen noodle.  I couldn’t help but cough, halting his progress. We stood in fear of one another for a moment. Now what I tell you next, I pray you don’t hold against me. These were the hardest times I’d ever known. My hunger was immeasurable. With little hesitation I removed the cat from my good friends clutches and began to indulge myself. It was the best meal I’d had in weeks, months! Succulent, and delicate. After our feast we talked it over, it would be easier for me to get the cats- they loved me. The following weeks the house, minus Roy, was well fed. I had started to feel normal again. It wasn’t until the meals had become uncountable that we noticed the hair. Both of us had developed thick coats of hair, mine on my arms- Siegfried’s traveling across his back between the arms, even beginning to envelop his face. His teeth even began to look sharper, matching his newly pointed ears. It wasn’t long before Roy would notice.

            We went on the prowl for another cat but none of the bigger cats showed. Eventually, a kitten landed in my lap. Kittens were small, would this feed us both? We snagged the kitten and were heading inside when Roy stopped us. He stood at the door, staring at our grotesque forms. He yelled and panicked, he had told us he’d seen the cat carcasses, he could smell them throughout the house. At that same moment he lunged towards me, pushing me to the ground and snagging the cat from my hands. He held the kitten protectively, it writhed and yelped in his arms, stirred by the commotion. Siegfried and I got to our feet and began to circle Roy. He tried to back up, but our circle closed. Roy was coming between us and our dinner and times were hard. Impossibly hard. We were blind the to the real. Even when we jumped on Roy we only saw dark and confusion. As we pulled the flesh from Roy’s face, we barely noticed the kitten scurry away. Hunger is a disease if not treated. Our nails had sharpened enough that ripping him into chunks was easy, even when he tried to scream removing his tongue was like grabbing a pinch of salt. He didn’t live long after we opened him from throat to groin. It was the best meal we had in months. The cats were good but this was five fucking stars.            

The appetite returned quickly. The mail man was gamier, the ice cream man was nearly flavorless, but the pizza delivery guy was perfectly marbled. With a change in meals there was a change in us. What we look like- what we are, I can’t describe. I won’t describe. I have nothing more to tell you except to stay away. Food has limited itself and soon I’ll be reduced to eating whatever form of creature has become of my last friend. I know it was what he would want though. Thank you for understanding, and believing me. I know that when you read this, you’ll understand how this was all unavoidable, and how you would’ve done the same

Author Bio: Cody Hopper is a student at CSUSM, when he isn’t doing improv, or flippin’ za, he can be found in the dark corners of his room, writing the next story of horror and torment that crosses his mindscape. He loves violent stories, comic books, movies, coffee, and buffalo wings– not in this order.

Brendan Cox

My Uneventful Life in Retail

We’ve all had that kind of job before. You know? The kind that has us pulling our hair out from boredom, wishing with each passing second that God will finally have mercy on you and drop you dead. No? Okay, so I may be alone on this one, but trust me it’s horrible. There’s nothing quite like the anguish of sitting behind a marble countertop with only the list of ingredients on cereal boxes to keep you occupied; The lines of strange knock-off breakfast bars keeping you company are you stare longingly at the clock hanging above the exit, waiting (oh how you wait)for those metallic hands to click softly by, signaling to you that it’s finally eight o’clock, and you can leave. That’s not even to mention that god awful ticking noise that seems to have appeared within the last week; droning on at odd intervals with no sign of leaving anytime soon, but I’m probably getting ahead of myself.

            My name is Alex. I work full time at the Quik-n-Fast, the mini mart nestled right in the middle of the Autumn Meadows apartment complex. I sincerely doubt you’ve ever been there. I’m sure you’ve probably been near it though. If you ever catch yourself driving off of interstate 45 and you see the decrepit old billboard advertising the place, I would recommend you stop by. There’s plenty of things to see down here. The other day I saw an alley cat dragging what I thought to be a human hand into the sewer. I would’ve done something about it, but he and I have been on rather good terms lately. I think with any luck we’ll be friends eventually. The peeling paint on the sides of our innocuously painted mint green apartments are definitely something you should check out on your next visit, and that’s not even to mention our other greenery—or lack thereof. Sometimes I feel my closest friends here are the terraces surrounding the store, their soil dried with ashy remnants of whatever ancient plants used to reside in them. 

            My cynicism aside, the gig isn’t half as bad as I’m making it out to be. I mean, sure no one ever comes in, and my only regular here at the store is the annoying muffled ticking imitating the sound of several wind-up toys grinding just out of earshot, but besides that hair-pulling insanity the pay isn’t that bad. Plus, the owners of the mart have a stake in Autumn Meadows and let me live in one of the extra units free of charge so long as I continue to work full time. As far as I’m aware I’m the only employee, and I work the whole day 8am-8pm.  In fact, now that I think about it, I’ve never even seen another resident here at this complex. I’m surprised the place has even lasted as long as it has considering that it’s been months since someone last bought anything. Besides the occasional visit from a rather suspiciously gaunt and pale gentleman the place is dead. His visits are seemingly at random, but he always comes sporting the same Adidas trackwear to drop off a suspicious brown package in our mail unit.  At this point I’m convinced the whole thing is a front for some drug trafficking ring, but hey, so long as the paychecks keep coming, I could care less about what this store is or isn’t selling. Tuition is a bitch.

            As far as working actually goes, when I’m not searching for the source of the whirring and clicking, I mop every 15 minutes and restock products. At least I’m supposed to restock products. I haven’t had to restock anything since I got this job. I’m sure most everything on the shelves are expired, but as of yet I have not been enforced to cycle them out. I’m going to see how long I can ride this out. Besides mopping, I spend most of my time inspecting and facing products. Everything we offer is strange and off brand. I would go so far to say that most of the stuff we sell is some variation of a bootlegged repackaging of mainstream products. There’s Fruity O’s, Colonel Crips, Wafer Cakes, you name it. 

To distract myself from my intense boredom, I decided that the subject of my attention today would be a bizarre box of granola bars with the branding of Quaver Oaks. Its box was covered with a variety of multicolored bears in tutus waving wands at one another under a large tree. I have no idea what a quaver is, and its imitation is rather shameless (Side-note: I’ve just looked it up, and I guess it’s the disgusting British way of referring to a quarter-note in music notation. Considering that the packaging had nothing to do with music, this has left me with many more questions than answers). Needless to say, this was as exciting as the day was going to get. As I began to question my sanity for concerning myself with the logical consistency of off brand cereal, I heard a voice.

            “Hey Alex”, came a deep mumble from behind me. A large man covered head to toe in hair stood in the doorway. When I say that he was covered head to toe, I mean it quite literally. The only area not distinctly showing a thick matting of brown fur was the area of his body covered by khaki shorts and a Hawaiian button-up. He lifted a blunt up to his dreadlock covered face and parted his hair just enough so I could see his hominoid complexion from underneath.

            “Hey Ed”, I responded, unsurprised to see my Sasquatch roommate leaning against the foggy glass doors of the Quick-n-Fast.

            “It looks like you’re hard at work”, he said with a yawn before taking another drag from his roll.

            “You too. I can hardly believe you’re out from your room, even less from out of the apartment. You reached enlightenment yet?”

            “I’m working on it”, he responded, clearly missing my sarcasm, “It’s a process, little dude.” He eyed the box of inaccurately titled cereal I had in my hands. “I see it’s been a rough day for you, huh?”

            I quickly put the box back where it belonged with a tinge of embarrassment. “You’re acting like you have something better to do?”

            “I do”, he responded rather matter-of-factly, “You should really drop in to my office for a cleansing, my man.”

            Ed’s “office” was really just his bedroom. To tell you the truth, I’ve never even been in there. He’s invited me several times, to which I always decline. I wouldn’t consider myself the most straight-laced person, but I don’t think there’s a day that I’d be ready to try whatever he’s got in there. I can only imagine the hippy paraphernalia lining the walls, his gaudy bead curtain, and stray bongs that would help develop his professional atmosphere. I think he could sense my dramatic eye roll from under his thick canopy of hair.

            “Don’t knock it ‘til you try it, dude. My cleansing seshes are renowned the world over for their regenerative healing properties.”

            “That’s assuming I need healing.”

            He gave me a raised eyebrow as he walked into the store, “Suit yourself. I just know that I’m not the one talking to boxes in my free time.” Talking to boxes? Was I really thinking that entire thing out loud? Shit. This day really was getting to me.  Ed reached for the box of granola bars and gave the seal on top a little tug. A multitude of randow wrapped bars fell into his giant hand before he unwrapped one and promptly set it into his mouth.

            “Really, man?”, I said with a sigh, “You know my boss watches inventory like a hawk. Just because this place is probably a money laundering scheme does not make it okay for you to just take whatever you want. There are repercussions to— Ed? Ed, you okay, buddy?” But Ed wasn’t listening. Somewhere in the middle of my ranting he had droned out and his gaze was transfixed to a dark corner to the left of my cashier’s counter. 

            “There’s some seriously weird vibes coming from over there, dude.”, he said, his voice came out like it was traversing molasses.

            “Huh?”, I turned around and inspected the corner before realizing the noise had returned, “Oh. You mean the clicking? Yeah he’s been here for a while now. It’s almost been long enough that I’ve just about given him a name. What do you think of Jerry? I think he’s got a real ‘Jerry’ quality to him.” But Ed was still transfixed on the corner, his eyes from under his dreads seemed to be fixed to a dark section of gaudy cyan tile. It was at this point that I had realized I could finally discern a general direction that the ticking was emanating from, and I followed Ed’s gaze. He started slowly walking towards the corner, each step shaking the racks of chips and candy around him. Afraid he was going to force me to actually have to clean for once, I ran up and grabbed his arm, “Hey Ed, are you okay?” This seemed to do the trick and he shook his head, clearing his bizarre trance.

            “Sorry about that”, he mumbled as he came to, “I must be a little too sober.” He pulled out another roll and lit it before quickly inhaling.

            “What’s your deal with that corner over there? Do you not like the name Jerry?”

            He squinted at the corner again before motioning his index finger at it, “Those couple tiles over there are slightly loose. Wait who’s Jerry?”

            “The ticking noise…”, I said trailing off, avoiding his gaze out of slight embarrassment.

            “Bro. I dig that name.”, he said with an affirming hand on my shoulder, “We should probably check out what Jerry is doing to be causing all these wack vibes around here.”

            Ed and I walked to the corner. I knelt down and examined the tiles, and noticed that indeed, the tiles were loose. I have no idea how I had missed that through all my inspections to find the noise earlier. As I reached for the tiles, the clearly audible ticking suddenly ceased. Ed and I were left in relative silence, only accompanied by the hum of the bulbs above us. We looked at one another, exchanging confused glances. I returned my eyes to the croner and gripped the edge of one of the tiles and lifted to reveal a hole roughly large enough for a person to fit down into. We peered into the opening, and with the help of the store’s fluorescent light fixtures, were just barely able to make out the bottom of the hole.

            It was carved directly into the foundation of the building and I could make out dirt on the bottom about 10 feet down. On both the left and right I could see what appeared to be entrances to tunnels that seemed to go further into the earth around the complex, but the darkness kept me from interpreting any other characteristics about it. The whole thing looked rudimentary. It seemed like someone had spent years with a plastic spoon carving their way through dirt and cement with some unclear purpose.

            “Hey, Alex”, I heard Ed say as he motioned to the bottom of the pit, “Looks like you’re going to have to think of quite a few more names.” I peered down at what he was referring to, and to my surprise, I was met with the tracks of hundreds of tiny footprints. Each was perfectly rectangular and couldn’t have been more than an inch long.

            I looked to Ed, “Well, I guess this is a thing.”, and I started to return the tiles back to their spot over the hole.

            “Wait, little dude.”, Ed put his hand on my shoulder, “There is undoubtedly a myriad of adventures and self-advancing experiences down this hole. By choosing to put that tile back, you are denying yourself the destiny chosen for you by Jerry.”

            I squinted deeply at him, letting it really sink in how much I thought what he just said was bullshit. “Ed”, I said, “I know I might have been crazy enough to name the this noise, but I don’t think I’m crazy enough to go spelunking into some random hole that we just discovered under my place of work.” He nodded at me slowly like he was starting to interpret the reality of the situation. “Furthermore, I think it would probably be wisest to contact property management to get this hole filled as soon—.” Ed was in the hole. I hadn’t even noticed him jump down.

            “Hey I can fit down here!”, he called up.

 I looked down at him in disappointment, “Really?” Ed seemed unaffected by my judgement as he grabbed another granola bar from his pocket and began eating it.

“Y’know”, he said between munches, “These things are kind of stale.” He then started crawling his way down the left-side cavern and I realized that I had no choice in the matter. At the very least maybe I could find and put an end to the noise which had caused me so much mild-annoyance over the past week. I quickly grabbed the penlight I kept underneath the cash register and slid down to join him in his descent.

The Heart of the Mountain

The thing about Darian was that he had very little tolerance for just about anything.

“God, it’s a fucking icebox out here. I still have no idea why you insisted I come with you on this one, Frank.”

“ Nineteen years and still complaining about the cold. Isn’t that the least bit embarrassing?”, I retorted. He spat and pulled his checkered wool cap firmly around his dark brown hair. 

“I’ll stop complaining when the parks department decides to start paying their rangers decently.”, he gruffed as he glared at me, his gray eyes standing uniform with the seemingly endless array of snow covered pine trees on the horizon. The storm this weekend was much rougher than it usually was this time of year on Roosevelt’s Peak and the weight of the powder pushing against our legs as we trudged up the side of the mountain served as a constant reminder.

“Come on, Darian, we’re almost there. The radio station can’t be further than a mile up”, I motioned towards a large cluster of trees situated on the cliff side in front of us, it’s rocky complexion jutting out into the dim sky like a knife. “Plus your eye is way more experienced with traces of foul play than mine. From what the manager of the station said it’s been about 36 hours since he lost communication with them. It’s probably nothing but the shitty weather, but you can never be too careful.” I gave a shrug to him and we continued forward on our trek up the mountain. 

It took us about forty-five minutes of maneuvering through a mix of densely packed snow and layers of fresh down before we made it to the cliff face. It loomed over us casting an evil shadow over an already overcast mountain. I walked up to the side of the rocks and inspected the surrounding area. Approaching a fairly sized boulder, I found the stretch of cable we had mounted to the side of the cliff from previous expeditions. It certainly wasn’t ideal, especially with the weather as it was, but with an conveniently timed landslide blocking the only road up to the station, it was better than walking through miles of dense wilderness.

“Couldn’t have picked a better day to lose contact with the world?”, Darian snyded as he fumbled with his harness.

“Tell me about it. I’m just hoping that losing out on a couple days of shitty rock music is the worst thing that this mountain’ll have to bear witness to”. I slipped into my own harness and pulled the straps tight around my abdomen; It’s cloth constricting my leg like a predatory snake luring me into a false sense of safety. I clipped my harness onto the mountain’s cable and tossed a piece of rope Darian’s way so that we could tie ourselves together for the ascent. As he attached the line to himself I noticed a brief glint of metal swinging from around his neck: a brushed gold locket, It was clearly worn from touch, a detail that was bizarre to distinguish with the light as unclear as it were. He looked up at me as I studied his somewhat out of place jewelry, and he quickly grabbed at it and stuffed it into his puffy beige overcoat. 

“Please”, he sighed, “I don’t want to talk about it”. 

I looked at him with a hint of concern across my face, “Wearing that thing isn’t going to help you forget, man”.

“I don’t remember asking your opinion, Frank”, Damian said curtly. He walked past me, averting my gaze as he attached his own harness to the mountain’s side. Damian pulled off his padded wool gloves and threw on a pair of heavy duty climbing gloves before setting his finger to the stone and beginning his ascent.

As we climbed I thanked this bizarre formation of rock for poking out as awkwardly as it did. It’s orientation had prevented a large amount of snow from covering the rocks, yet that’s not to say I felt safe. Each grasp on a new ledge accompanied by a howling gust of wind felt like it was judgement being passed from God; As if one wrong movement would prompt him to cast me from the heavens. I struggled to keep my legs and fingers from trembling. My face felt hot with adrenaline coursing through my veins, and as I peered out over the seemingly infinite void of waving pine trees, the race of my heart only intensified. 

We had made it approximately three quarters of the way to the top of the cliff. I pushed my legs to move and motioned my arm to grab the next rock. As I placed my hand the sudden sensation of dampness jittered through my fingers and I felt a sickening feeling filter through my body. My fingers grasped but I felt nothing in my palm. Before my mind could even understand what was happening, I felt my stomach rise in my gut. An entombing gust of frost knocked me from my side and I knew that I was going to die. 

I felt a solid thud against my back and I lay there looking to the overhanging rock above me. I watched the sky for a few seconds wondering why darkness hadn’t yet overtaken me before I realized I wasn’t dead at all. I heard an exasperated panting to my left and sat up. I was sitting on a rather narrow ledge of rock situated about 15 feet diagonally from where I had fallen with Darien there next to me shaking and looking terribly exhausted. His hand was clamped so tightly to the rope connecting us that I wasn’t sure if he could release his grip.

“Promise me that you won’t make me save your ass again”, he gasped between ragged breaths.

I looked at him in disbelief, “See that’s one reason for bringing you along”. I smiled shakily at him, and for the first time in as long as I could remember, Darian smiled back.

Author Bio: Brendan Cox is currently a third-year student at CSUSM pursuing his degree in Literature and Writing Studies. While creative writing hadn’t been his preferred area of the degree, he has deeply grown to love it. His disillusionment with critical analysis within the study pressed him to find interest in other facets of his study. He has always had a passion for writing horror, and he believes that reflects in his writing. When he’s not writing he loves playing music and expressing himself in any other creative area he can get my hands on.